Inability to be alone.Posted on: 16 января, 2019, by : admin
Some talk about the gregariousness of our desire to be with someone, as well as in a crowd. As if we «need a calming motive of communication to eat, drink, sleep, pray, fall in love..» ,
like parakeets that die as soon as they are left alone.
What is this obsessive urge to be attached to someone? And what is this pain that we feel left in the silence of our home?
After all, we do not run to the crowd, we run from the fear that meets us in the emptiness of our life. And this is terrifying.
We are exhausted sitting at work, grinding something with friends, exhausted in the gym, so that when we come home, not a single thought could get into our exhausted body and numb brains.
⁃ I want to change my life, but you know I don’t have the energy or the time!
⁃ What are you doing?
⁃ Like that… I’m tired
Because if you don’t get tired, then there will be too many questions. And not only are there no answers to them, these answers call into question the whole meaning of my life.
⁃ If you had free time, what would you do ?
⁃ Well, arranged a personal life.
⁃ It’s like?
⁃ I would go everywhere, get acquainted.
⁃ And how do you like this idea?
That is, we want to arrange a personal life, but we are so scared and hurt that we run away from ourselves , filled and wounded. And this avoidance right now, saves you from being disappointed in yourself. But in the long run it brings down the meaningfulness of our life, emptying it to the silence of the cosmos, in which there is neither pain nor life. Again, the question of being alone with yourself is equal to accepting yourself as wounded.